OH MY GOD! I am so angry it isn't even funny. Why is it that nearly every person I know is either doing drugs, smoking, drinking underage/drinking and driving, having sex with everything they see, or watching pornography? What the f***?!

One of my guy friends, who I thought was really, really nice, just told me he watchs porn once a week. This guy, I thought, was like me... A completely sober, completely prudish teenager? No. He's just like every other guy I've ever met-- a freak. God, I'm so pissed off I could spit. I thought, for the first time in a long time, that maybe everyone under 35 isn't a drug-addled drunk screw-happy a**hole, but no. It's everyone. My blood's absolutely boiling. Why isn't there anybody in the world who acts like me, who knows what it's like to avoid doing these things, to be socially awkward because I've chosen not to have sex yet and I hate the taste of alcohol and the thought of getting drunk. I can't stand drugs, I don't know why, but I just don't want to know who's doing them. I also would prefer not to know who watches porn, because frankly I find it gross.

Why is it that nearly every time I meet anybody, I find out there's something like this going on? I feel alone. I can't be the only person like this. It's just impossible. There's no way I'm the last eighteen-year-old who hasn't screwed somebody or done drugs or gotten smashed some weekend or whatever. For the love of GOD, I just can't be!